Sunday, September 11, 2011

9-11 Diary


Horrific morning.

While I deliberate
between scrambled eggs
and breakfast cereal,

they are leaping from the towers
to elude the flames.

They are burning alive
under the concrete rubble.

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Glued to the television for hours.

No work is done.

A friend arrives for consolation.

"I can't take anymore," she cries,
switching the channel
to Cartoon Network.

We get high 
and watch animated characters
gleefully bludgeon each other,

but only for a moment 
before returning to the day's events.

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Rumors of an oil-price spike.

At the station, a line of cars
coils around the block.

Neighbors honk and shriek
at one another.

I wait nearly an hour to fill up.

The man at pump three
lights a cigarette.

The woman at pump four
demands he put it out.

"Lady, haven't you heard?"
the man responds.

"It's the end of the world!"

She looks to me for support.

I say nothing.

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Fanatics have seized the day,

religious zealots drunk with vanity 
and self-righteous rage.

One of ours is on the radio
blaming abortionists, pagans,
liberals and feminists,
gays and lesbians,
the ACLU.

"I POINT A FINGER IN THEIR FACE!"
he howls.

"YOU HELPED THIS HAPPEN!"

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A dinner party assembles.

"I'm inclined to show mercy,"
Philip declares.

"We must respond with dignity,"
says Katherine.

I am back in the Kuwait desert 
where Marines sift through charred bodies
and shattered, starving Iraqi soldiers
ordered to fight the infidels
or face a bullet to the head.

"Drop a nuke on the bastards,"
James says.

I reach for another bottle of wine.

In Manhattan,
they're still pulling the dead
from the wreckage.