Showing posts with label envy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label envy. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 1, 2019

Other Couples Are Foreign Countries

You can visit them
like one visits Indonesia
or South Africa
or Brazil,

but you are a tourist
encountering 
the Chamber-of-Commerce's
promotional exhibit,

the Ministry of Propaganda's 
redacted adaptation.

You must venture beyond
the guarded perimeter
to experience the primal truths
of romantic coupling:

        wander stark-naked 
        into the wilderness,

        go full native 
        with the indigenous,

        sacrifice 
        to their heathen gods,

        paint your flesh with 
        the blood
        of their enemies.

All are born savage.

The barbarian lurks beneath
a veneer of civility.

Some conceal it more than others,
many from themselves.

This is especially the custom
of social media mavens
who broadcast a tinsel parade 
through the capital square 
while their union rots 
at its foundation.

Each of us is on all fours
with a stranger, 

toiling for glimpses 
of the transcendent,

seizing them, at best, 
enough to prolong 
the alliance.

There is nothing to envy
but those magnificent moments
discovered
in your homeland.


**First published in Barbar Literary Magazine

Friday, January 4, 2019

Other Women

He encounters her daily, 
on the streets, the television, 
at the pool,
in bars, airports, 
laundromats and supermarkets.

Sometimes she is brunette, 
other times blonde, 
recurrently Asian, Latina 
or African-American.  

Once, she was a blind, ginger
concert pianist.

Always lively and aloof 
with an irreverent smile
and hips that swing 
to the devil's groove.  

He imagines their life together:

    days sparked 
    with high adventure, 
    rapturous nights 
    of fellowship and fucking, 
    vacations 
    on the Coast of Mexico.  

It would not be work.

She would prepare breakfast for him 
and tend to her garden 
on weekends.

She would have her own money, 
an inheritance from a birth father 
possessed of the grace to pass away 
before their engagement.

There would be few arguments 
between them,
and she would respect the artist, 
careful not to distract him 
with trivial matters 
such as house cleaning 
or automotive repair.

He would call her, Mi Dama Amante
and dedicate his works to her.

But for her fixation 
with ceramic lawn gnomes, 
she would be impeccable.

The meddling midget devils.

He cannot stand them
posted like sentinels about the lawn, 
scrutinizing every movement.

Even her younger sister agrees, 
the gnomes are a peculiar fetish.

The sister lives in West Hollywood, 
teaches yoga and dances professionally.

She laughs at his jokes.  

He thinks of her often.

Convinced she is adrift
without him.


**First published in Bluing the Blade, and winner of the "Bragi Poetry Award" at Tempered Runes Press.