Showing posts with label grace. Show all posts
Showing posts with label grace. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 10, 2024

7th & Trinity

The man on the streetcorner huffs and puffs
and blows an angry wind at the passersby.

They recoil from his bloodshot eyes,
his blistered neck and forearms,
his indignant, wire-brush hair.

He argues aloud with himself.

Only the crimson-faced woman 
who swears that Elvis speaks to her 
through the commode
will challenge him.

They shout absurdities across the intersection
while pedestrians hurry past,
studying their shoes,
their phones.

The pedestrians also carry on a conversation
with themselves,
one they have learned
to conduct silently.

They rehearse old grievances,
deliver eloquent speeches
to absent adversaries,
plot revenge,
imagine escape.;

Traffic barrels beneath the office towers.

Drivers hurl obscenities
from air-conditioned boxes.

A couple stumbles into the road 
and is nearly taken out by a tour bus.

The bus swerves.

A horn screams.

An SUV slams its brakes.

For one bright second,
the whole city shows its teeth.

The couple regains the sidewalk.

Drivers continue on their way.

The light turns green.

No one is struck.

No one is saved.

The man on the corner loses his place,
starts again.

The crimson-faced woman
resumes shouting at him.

Their voices fade beneath the traffic.

The crowd parts around them.

I find myself hoping 
someone, somewhere
is waiting up for them.

Thursday, June 15, 2023

Mother's Ilk

Your appearance in the courtyard 
is a pale reflection 
of season's past 

when you illuminated the morning glories 
with your rapturous charm,
and old men at the chess board 
arose in chorus to praise 
your brightly colored ensembles.

Now, some hostile years 
have marched over your allure, 
scarring a landscape
with husband's infidelities,
an ectopic pregnancy, 
Lyme disease,
a breast cancer scare.
  
The hand-woven sweater 
which seasons ago 
adorned a vibrant figure 
struggles to obscure 
a shy, diminished form.
  
Your daughters flutter beside you, 
nimble as a fireflies.

The promise of the day 
is alight in their eyes.

You smile when their eyes meet yours, 
but not often besides.
  
Your husband pulls the water hose 
to his pickup truck, 
eyeing the buxom neighbor 
across the way.  

You were once a splendid bride, 
full of laughter 
and unbounded esteem.  

When we danced on your wedding day
you declared 
you never knew such euphoria.

"He's The One," you said,

and I spied in your lavender-painted eyes
the hypnotic state that bends lovers
toward forever promises.

I blessed you.

I blessed your marriage,

because there is only 
       this
       moment 
before the curtain drops.  

Your daughters wave hello, 
exalted in their matching 
floral-print dresses.

You conceal 
your fractured spirit from them;

yet, when they are old enough 
for shopping malls, 
push-up bras, 
and boy's lusty stares,

when they learn of father's affairs,

will mother's soured milk
already be theirs?


**First published in Suspended Magazine